So with this flood of spiritual leadership happening on a global scale and with the impeding disasters flooding our social media it is apparentbthat it is the end of the world... As we know it to be right now.
There is such a thing as the illuminati and they are working on a new world order which isnt going to happen. They have been working on it for centuries.. But it aint gunna happen cap'n. Right now the world as we know it is coming to a screetching halt and you better have your seatbelt on tight. What i mean by that is know that it is our actions that ripple through time and it is our legacy that we leave behind.. We should be teaching good things like how to keep this earth clean instead if polluting it so badly. We should not be taking the oil, that is her blood. We should not be hurting but repairing this earth for it is the only place we can be free to make our own choices and love and explore and feel...
It seems to me that they are going on retreats and learning but the ego is still in the way lots i see alot of "selfi" pics and im like what does your face have anything to do with your ability to channel into the spirit realms and help my soul?! Lol i mean seriously.. I dont care about your looks and your money spending habits.. They blast themselves all over these groups like cheap whores. Lol i dislike it very much. I read a lot. Everyday. Books, comments, articles, i LOVE learning.. I would rather learn something than talk to people. I had to change my fb settings around so that i would see the people i wanted to see posts.. And i chose groups like gardening and spiritually uplifting. And less people.. Lol i just couldnt deal with their negativity.. It was always bringing me down. And i read the four agreements by Don muigel ruiz and so i would remind myself that they are but reflections. So i stopped looking into the mirror so to speak and i focused on learninf sustainable living practices and herbal practices and did more painting and then reality set in and my long time friend and then bf went back to drugs and i had to move and then i just tumbled around for 2 years with my biys learning about spirituality and dived deepwr into myself and what i needed and wanted in life and then i met my twin flame when it was the right time and we tumbled through life together and here we are in the end times.. Trying to figure things out together.. Waking up.. Reaching out to other like minded individuals because god knows not everyone wants to wake up.. Some are super content being slaves but not me. And the more research i do the more i want to wake people up the more i am told to juat focus on me and live my life and they will come to me inatead if me reaching out to them. Lol so.. Stay true to my beliefs bwcause they are righteous and be a good person always. Dont worry about the small stuff but to me some of the small stuff is the big stuff. I just dont see how theae people can try teaching peoplw what they know and make miney but hoard it.. And im over here like.. I wanna learn too but i dont have the money and they are like too bad soooo sad fir you. When you get the money come back to me and thwn i will share my knowlwdge. Mwuahahaa. Ugh. So i just learn what i can with free pdfs and lots of videos on youtube.. I have to comb through lit to find the truth.. And i do standing and breathing exercises outside in the back yard to help ground me. I have a journal that i write positive things in.. Goals and thenbi write things i have learned like keeping poaitice intentions and it has coloring pages so when i am done writinf i try coloring and thinking about it.. Puttinf it out there. Its a slow process but i feel good about it all. :)
